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Thursday 27 December 2012

Where are we…?

I miss you
Day and night
Forever I wait
But people say
Life is short
Live till fullest
I refuse to
Not without you
I am incomplete
What to do?
Last 5 years
Gone so fast
Past is past
Look to future?
Heart doesn’t lie
Truth is transparent
Thoughts are cloudy
Confusion raining
How much time
Maybe this summer
Or the next
Time will tell
But cannot speak

Monday 22 October 2012

Lonely Strum


D, E, F, G, A, B, C
The sequence continues as he plucks away gently
Look at him
That haircut so trim
Sat there with the utmost pleasure
He could play forever

For him
 Forever feeling like a static time stream
In a continuous flow yet in his mind confined within a fixed dream

The world carrying on as usual
Whilst he carries on the usual
Motion after motion his fingers carefully twang against each string
In a melodic fashion he transcends himself into a purified melodious being

Whose essence and purpose is creation of musical phenomena
That sprouts once every millennia
Throwing this world into hysteria

To him
All that remains is the calm
From the soft melody of each Bible Psalm
To the hard hitting passion of the heart
Which threatens to tear us apart
That some relate to as art
Right back to the start
Picture a painting of pure simplicity
One man and his friend in harmony

As he takes the stand
With his pick in his hand
And the music in his heart

The time has come
For the lonely strum




Monday 15 October 2012

UNKNOWN (intro)


They say the human race is the most dominant being on this whole planet 
With the manner in which they have conquered the land, the sea and the sky
 Tearing down and destroying whatever comes in its way
 With no remorse for how their actions affect their surroundings
 

But I say there is a more terrifying thing out there,
 More scary than fear itself
 It weakens the hearts of those who are proud of their physical outlook
Their countless hours of building those spectacular biological external muscles that are perfect to the human eye
 Their power based egotistical exterior becomes worthless when dealing with this level of fear


That cripples even the most intellectual minds and turns them into mindless zombies
 Philosophers over the years have strained every minuscule molecular cell in their over developed brains to uncover the mystery behind this fear


I bet you are all eager for me to verbally articulate the name given to this inanimate object,
As the sound of its title trickles out from my lips,
And it hits your inner ears causing vibrations off your ear drums
The moment your mind registers these 6 syllables
An electric shock sensation pierces through the natural conductor that is your physical body
Plunged into despair and confusion
Your whole surrounding spirals into darkness


What is out there?
You don’t know
There’s no-one around you to call for help
Alone, Frightened,
All that is left is….


The FEAR of the UNKNOWN


Friday 28 September 2012

Unspoken words



Hello! Hello!
My words fall on deaf ears
Do my words qualify not enough to gain your acknowledgement?
Or is it I who does not understand the words of my body?
I feel trapped in this flesh cocoon
The freedom of my first breath is a distant pleasure
That was stripped away from me by the devil’s terror


Immense pain struck through me
I knew something was afoot
The fear of the unknown worsening the feeling
My soul sinking into a dark cold world
As though my brain was waving the dishonourable white flag unashamed
I had given up all hope


Suddenly a surge of life flowed through me
As though resurrecting this lifeless carcass
The flame reignited within me
With my veins bursting with energy
My self-abandoned life force was being dragged from the fiery clutches of the evil one into the warm embrace of our Heavenly Father
Left eye followed right eyes awakening and what I saw saturated my eye sockets to the point of flooding
The sight of a giant woman and a man and a little girl in the embrace of her older boy
All speaking with in a foreign dialect with power and great vigour


My eyes fixated on the woman whose hands were larger as my entire face
Her smile that could pause the earth in orbit in awe
 And more soothing than the golden-rouge sunset horizon ashore
I felt her life energy seeping gently into my soul
Mother…there was no doubt
For her loved shielded my entire being
I was floating, experiencing the anti-gravitational life of the creatures of the air
I was at peace and the pain scurried away into the darkness


I had found my anchor, my reason to carry on living and fight for another day
This is my FAMILY I said to myself
Even though confined in this weakened body my story is far from over
Their desire, passion, love and faith in God brought me back from a lonely world
One where many have never returned


With them and the power of God I know I can succeed and LIVE
You look and what do you see?
Pain, sadness?
No, look deeper….
There’s fire in my eyes and there’s hope, peace and happiness
For the Lord has blessed me with a wonderful family
AMEN!

Wednesday 22 August 2012

It's My Birthday


Are people there yet?
Wait, what!
What you mean are people there yet?
Who are you coming here to see?
Me or the people who aint here yet?

That's what annoys me about people these days
Especially on birthdays
It's a celebration of a special day for your friend
Who cares if anyone else is here!
A real friend will visit or wish happy birthday before the night end

It's about making that special individual happy
Not about clubbing or meeting the invited people you fancy  
Nah that is messed up 
People you gotta fix up                                                                                          

You know who you all are
The true friends always shine as the brightest star

In the end only one person came
With no alternative aim
A model of true friendship
Calming the storms of life’s hardship

All I ask for is one day in the year
Don’t blow your chance to show that you care
Make that special someone feel like they won the lottery
Having a friend who loves them unconditionally

Tuesday 21 August 2012

Temptations


I may look calm, collective and in control externally

But within all hell is breaking loose internally

Wherever I turn a collage of eye balls look my way

Analysing my every step and waiting to judge away

Growing up is like a constant roller coaster

The highs of friendships to the lows of starting over


Innocence of childhood is bliss

For once their eyes are opened their world suddenly becomes a myth

As Adam and Eve had an enlightenment when they ate the fruit of good and evil

We too share a similar fate that is real

Exposure to sin clouds our minds and thoughts

Causing compromisation

From even the ones who ought to be Christ's affirmation

Of the word of the Lord that is out of our scope of interpretation

Therefore only divine intervention from the Holy Spirit propels us into a glimpse of His realm of understanding


We as children of God should watch our backs

For the devil like a hungry lioness stalking her prey never slacks

He comes to steal, kill and destroy

For he does not concern himself with the lost but stealthy launches assaults on the Lord’s convoy

But do not fear


For the Lord preserves and shelters us from the wicked snare

Watch over your brothers and sisters lost in the ether

For you are their keeper

That wolf in sheep’s clothing

That devil in angelic dressing

Never revealing its true nature

Is temptations’ true character

Not all that shines is gold

And not all that sparkles fills that empty void in your soul


Be weary

For once temptation has lured you into its clutches

It deserts leaving behind a broken, empty world full of regrets and wishes

Children do not forget your siblings

Guide them out of the dark into the lights dwellings

And with the Lord as our strength

Freedom will be our reward in the end

AMEN

Thursday 5 July 2012

CHAINS OF ADDICTION


Life is a roller coaster
People always on the move with the coffee mugs overflowing in Costa
In my travels I have come across many experiences
But there is one that seems to always shock my senses
This is the tale of the young man facing the world of addiction
And whether or not he managed to escape this seemingly perilous situation


Young man:        Good morning world, what shall I occupy my time with today
Mind:                    How about we educate ourselves today
Young man:        Certainly sounds like a good idea
Body:                    Screw that man, let’s gamble!
Young man:        Ooo Barcelona are playing tonight, it will be good odds. I could make a few bucks
Body:                    Yeah man, let’s make that MONEY!
Mind:                    What! No, do not waste your time with such trivial and easy money method ways. The satisfaction gain from them is purely temporal, education lasts a lifetime 
Young man:        That is true; they do say knowledge is power
Mind:                    Yes, so let us ignore these irrelevant thoughts of get rich quick tactics
Body:                    Forget you, what about all the people out there that are millionaires from gabling. Don’t chat nonsense, it works if you have the guts to do it…..I never thought you were a little girl, what the boys going to think?
Young man:        Ahh jheeze the boys are going to tease me if I tell them I’m backing out of a bet. Yo you know one bet aint going to hurt now right?
Body:                    That’s the spirit, we got this!
Mind:                    No, do not give in. This is exactly how it starts, you do a little and it leads to a lot, and before you know it you’re addicted!
Young man:        Addicted! Nah don’t worry I can handle myself, I am not one of those desperate gambling dependent people
Mind:                    Yes, now you are not, but how do you think those people got there in the first?
                                They started off just like you are now, thinking that they can handle the odd bet here and there and  then when they make a tiny profit they believe they are God’s gift at gambling and carry on gambling blindly
Young man:        What do you take me for, an idiot?
                                Of course I will be able to control myself; once I make a profit I am done and will walk away.
Body:                    Yeah, you tell that fool of a mind of yours to stay out of this. LEGO!
Mind:                    Ok, well I tried. 


The first stage of addiction I found is the easiest to be caught up in
The person goes through a phase of self-reassurance to counter the feeling of vulnerability that begins creeping
In order to prove to ones’ self and brethren that they are man enough to handle the craze
But what they fail to realise that proof of male dominance is overrated in addiction’s case
Once one tastes the sweet nectar of victory
They are entangled in the chains of addictions clutches of authority
To be reborn into a world of financial and emotional misery
Where escape is an impossibility
Now unto the next phase
Young man:        YES! I won, FULL HOUSE BABY!!
Body:                    See, told you bro. You got this! Round 2 bro!
Mind:                    What happened to playing only until a profit is made and stopping after that?
Young man:        Ahh stop being a party pooper, feels like my lucky day today. What could go wrong? Bring it!
Mind:                    I pray you don’t regret that statement.

FEW MOMENTS LATER…


Young man:        Come on, just need a 21 and I have broken even
                                Nooooooooo! That’s all my savings down the drain. What am I going to do!!
Body:                    Credit card? You could get lucky and win it all back with interest.
Mind:                    No man, stop while you are ahead (well actually, behind). It is not worth it.
Young man:        Look man, I am screwed I need to make the money back somehow. I am down for anything right now, all I need is one lucky break and I am rich!
Mind:                    Remember that time when you said you would never become one of those dependent desperate people? Look at you now, seems like fate had a different set of plans for you. Pathetic!
Body:                    Ignore him, just do it you have nothing to lose and everything to gain.


Wow, what a crazy turn of events in that young man’s life
You would imagine and hope that this illustration is a special twist of fate of a man’s strife
But how delusional you would be
This is the recognised outcome an addict is expected to see
Now you may be asking, “So why even take part?”
Well that is the question for the ages, that it doesn’t matter how smart
Or how much monetary value one has within their possession
Once the claws of addiction infiltrates, it grips your very being

Let us see how the story concludes

Body:                    Dude, I had no idea this would happen.
                                I am really sorry.
Mind:                    Sorry does not take it all back.
His life has been destroyed, that is what addiction brings to one’s life….takes you from HERO to ZERO.
Young man:        Why did this happen to me? I was only supposed to spend a few quid and then walk away.
                                But I could not physically command my body to cease from the action it was taking and walk away
                                Now I have lost it all
                                I am empty and drained
                                Financially, emotionally and in life
Old man:              Hello young man, I can tell from your current location at the foot the payment and the rugged state of your clothes that you are yet another victim of addiction.
                                Here is some advice, take at your own discretion, you are still young, take this chance to start afresh and move forward in life.
                                Just make sure you LEARN from your MISTAKES.
                                And pass your story unto those contemplating on taking upon the addiction challenge.


Life is packed with many trials and tests
Do not allow this take away your rest
The addiction challenge is not to be taken lightly
It is a real threat that can affect us all greatly
Rise above the testosterone desire to prove ones invincibility
The results of such conquests always end in calamity
Leave your fate in God’s hands
And don’t sell your life to addiction’s demands
Take heed
And succeed

Sunday 10 June 2012

1


DG
 The acronym that expands out to spell
Da Generation
Created 2 years ago by a group of determined, Christ loving, maniacs that we all love and know
When you think of DG, what kind of image springs to mind?
A number of the members of DG were asked that same question; this is what they said…
Crazy Nigerian nonsense talking and weirdly spiritual people
Happy people
Committers, Goal achievers, God sent
Weird people with common sense
Crazy, weird in a good way, insanely creative who actually LOVE God
Playful, funny, BUSH, time-wasters, SUPER TALENTED, Warriors for Christ
Loving, caring, God fearing and most of all fun to be around with and I wouldn't change them for the world because it’s all that madness that makes them unique in their own way
Peculiar, Passionate, Special, Spontaneous, Unpredictable,
Go-getters, Energetic, Liveliness, Tough love, Real, Zealous,
United
A family
Yes a family,
And it is that sense of family that constantly brings me back
 Whenever I begin to stray from the pack
It is that same sense of family that ties us all together in love
Now from my experience with DG
When I came to this church I felt like a lost sheep
Didn’t know how I would fit in and had my own personal battles
So it took me a while to open up and show my true colours
But that’s the beautiful thing about DG
They waited for me patiently, always there when I needed them 
Until the time I opened up to them and at last felt at home
To me the name DG is incomplete
I believe it should be called DGG
Meaning ‘Da Greatest Generation’
Let me tell you what DG means to me
They are my Friends, My Support, My Comforters, My Allies, and My Comrades
People who I wouldn’t think twice to jump in front of a moving car or a bullet for
People who even if the whole world was against even a single one of them I would stand FOR them
Some of the most important people in my life
I watched a Hillsong sermon with Brian Houston last Sunday and he said this,
We have to find and appreciate the God People in our lives
For they will carry you through your Journey called the Path of Righteousness
I see these crazy diverse people as My God People
We are One
United
Family
As a brother to me says
Imole


Thursday 7 June 2012

IT HURTS


Pain, pain
All of it is pain
I'm not good enough,
I can't do it
So what's the point in me even trying ??
Ever had it when you put in so much effort
And yet
You come out with complete nothingness as a reward
After you have spilt your blood, sweat and every other spectacle of energy into something
Just to have it brushed aside
Like your effort is credited as much as the next guy who didn't even do not do a thing
Do you know how that feels?
Let me tell you how it feels
It hurts.... A lot
And I dont have it in me to carry on much longer
My efforts are worthless
My voice falls on deaf ears
Oh this hurts sooo bad
My mind is troubled to the extent that I Cannot sleep
I cant eat because Swallowing hurts
My emotional pain is becoming more and  more physical day by day tormenting my every thought with negativity and self hateMy eyes flood uncontrollably as I am being bullied  by my very own  mind Before I asked myself why
But now I know I have to accept my new reality This is me
My fate
My dreams were a mere over eager reflections of a naïve young man
I'm wasting my time here .... It's time to move on
Off I go
Where to?
No idea
Maybe I'll find a place where I can live in peace with the failure that is me
Oh Lord it hurts !!
It hurts



by Toyin Said and echoshimix

Sunday 3 June 2012

SUMMER TERM


This is the term that most students dread to go through
But cannot wait to go through it
For they know that without a shadow of a doubt the rewards to these trials 
are beautiful blues skies and glorious sunshine
As if the planet itself is congratulating you and your endeavours during this time
As the saying goes
“The Sun always comes after the rain”
So even if you are in pain
And it feels like the world is just swallowing up your existence little by little
Remember this,
Pain is temporary but
Gain is forever


Whenever I feel down
I look to Christ to give me the strength
But I know not everyone shares my beliefs
So here are the words of one of the greatest and most respected actors to ever step foot on this Planet
“Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth.
But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody.
Cowards do that and that ain't you.
You're better than that!”


So we should not let the harsh feedback, marking of the examiners and seminar tutors bring down our spirits
For all their pressures are their way of showing they care
To prepare us all for the battles of the outside world
We should always remember that
“We are powerful beyond measure…and that we are all meant to shine…”


Our light ties us to the light at the end of the tunnel
We were made for Success
It is designed within our DNA
Never lose sight of your goal
Only you can do it
And finish the race with a great big smile and self-satisfaction
With your trusted friends that have supported you throughout it all
Because you know you gave every last bit of strength and gave your best
That’s PERFECT


Now enjoy your SUMMER

Sunday 13 May 2012

GREATNESS OR LAZINESS....You Decide


Over the many centuries Human Beings have evolved to become the most intelligent and dominant force on this planet
But it is a known fact that the average Neanderthal only uses a small fraction of their brain’s processing power
Leading to the question…
WHY is this so?

However over the existence of the Human race
The exceptional gems have blossomed
Polished and redefined through life experiences
They explode into our world and as the old cliché quotes…
“A star is born”

These beings just like you and I
Analyse, calculate and see the world through the eyes of a child
Where impossibility is a joke and the stars truly are the limit
Through them countless theories and ground breaking discoveries have been unravelled
Ones such as the sphere of the Earth, Gravity, Science, Newton’s law, the Solar System, Geometry and many more
Their expeditions have and will live long in our history
For without them our lives would be somewhat different
Dare I say…primitive?

Resurfacing the question once again
How are they able to accomplish these feats?
It is said that these legends had an intellect that was worlds’ apart from that of an average human
Could it be that they somehow accomplished the utilisation of both parts of the human brain?
If so, then what does that entail for the likes of We mere mortals
Will we ever be able to achieve such things?
From the words of the iconic 1st Black President of USA …
YES WE CAN!


Our main obstacle to success is ourselves
We have succumbed and mastered the character that is the Art of Laziness
The comfortable feeling of doing just enough to get by,
Never pushing ourselves that extra mile to unveil our true potential
It's not that we're incapable of great things; many of us are so powerful beyond our thoughts.
However Laziness keeps us from discovering how great we are!
Laziness is that habit that keeps our dreams as dreams!
Laziness is decay of power, laziness is the diminishing of worth, and laziness is the road to poverty.


Whatever excuse it is for your laziness let it cease now
For whether it is fear of failure, of becoming a laughing stock or that minuscule feeling of rejection and inadequacy
The rewards will far exceed those fears
Do you think the great legends of the past were not persecuted?
No, they all had their own trials but they dug deep and held tight to that childish attitude of
“I WILL NEVER GIVE UP”


Tell me something,
Is it better to live a life of just enough, always wishing to do more, and saying “If only…?”
Or taking the leap of faith and saying;


“I can be more and I will be more!”


I always tell myself;
It’s better to have died living than to have lived in regret


When you are lazy, people will hate your company! Let us rid ourselves of laziness.
We could all make history
Do More & Be More!

(Inspired by the Unknown Mentor of Grace Olajide)

MOTHER


Mother,
A six letter word that represents something of great importance

Even though we give her hell most of the timeShe always finds a way to make us feel like heaven on earth 


M is for the ‘More than enough’
This is how she has taken care of me throughout all these years

Despite our knocking of heads at timesI know for a fact that she will always be my pillar of support
Giving me all the financial support I need

 O is for her Observant nature
Always looking out for me like a mother bear keeping its offspring’s safe
And noticing the little things that are troubling my mind even when I kept such things from you

 


T is for the Tears she shed for me
For the pain and anguish she endured for me
Even when her actions and reasoning exceed my limited understanding

I see now that her intentions were for me to prosper
Her kindness and sacrifice were all part of her supportive nature

That reflected the benevolent love in her heart towards me

 

H is for her Heart Her big heart that just accepts me for who I am
And is always quick to forgive me for my transgressions


E is for her Everlasting faith in God
Which she has passed down unto me
And which I am eternally grateful for
Because now I have found my Heavenly Father, my best friend, my brother all in one

 


R is for her admittedly annoying habit of being Right all the time

Despite the circumstances of life leading us to separate lives

Just reminding you that you will always have us...Your children


You mean the WORLD to us 


LOVE YOU,

MOTHER 


(co-write Meschach Yeboah)