I'm sorry for ignoring all your advice when I was a little
girl
I'm sorry for screaming at you and not realising that u scolded me to protect me
from this world
I'm sorry I said I hated you in the heat of the moment
But now I see you were saving me from life's torment
I'm sorry for disregarding your words of wisdom
And thinking my 10year lifespan was enough to make you look dumb
I'm sorry I remind you of mum
So much that every time you look into my eyes your face goes numb
I'm sorry I went out with other guy
Because now he turned daddy's little angel into a lie
I'm sorry you had to see me OD and fainted
If it were me I would have stated
We are not related
I'm sorry the encompass of our lives is so broken
That we are lost and forever forsaken
I'm sorry I engrossed myself in worldly affairs
forgetting the fundamental teachings you hoped I would acquire
I'm sorry for being the family black sheep
The one to soil the impeccable crest we wish to keep
I'm sorry my life has been a constant disappointment
Constantly letting u down, witnessing your disheartened facial expression in
resentment
Above all I'm sorry for stepping on that ledge
And propelling my irrelevant life off that cliff edge
