I miss you
Day and night
Forever I wait
But people say
Life is short
Live till fullest
I refuse to
Not without you
I am incomplete
What to do?
Last 5 years
Gone so fast
Past is past
Look to future?
Heart doesn’t lie
Truth is transparent
Thoughts are cloudy
Confusion raining
How much time
Maybe this summer
Or the next
Time will tell
But cannot speak
Thursday, 27 December 2012
Monday, 22 October 2012
Lonely Strum
D,
E, F, G, A, B, C
The
sequence continues as he plucks away gently
Look
at him
That
haircut so trim
Sat
there with the utmost pleasure
He
could play forever
For
him
Forever feeling like a static time stream
In
a continuous flow yet in his mind confined within a fixed dream
The
world carrying on as usual
Whilst
he carries on the usual
Motion
after motion his fingers carefully twang against each string
In
a melodic fashion he transcends himself into a purified melodious being
Whose
essence and purpose is creation of musical phenomena
That
sprouts once every millennia
Throwing
this world into hysteria
To
him
All
that remains is the calm
From
the soft melody of each Bible Psalm
To
the hard hitting passion of the heart
Which
threatens to tear us apart
That
some relate to as art
Right
back to the start
Picture
a painting of pure simplicity
One
man and his friend in harmony
As
he takes the stand
With
his pick in his hand
And
the music in his heart
The
time has come
For
the lonely strum
Monday, 15 October 2012
UNKNOWN (intro)
They say the human race is the most
dominant being on this whole planet
With the manner in which they have conquered the land, the sea and the sky
Tearing down and destroying whatever comes in its way
With no remorse for how their actions affect their surroundings
Tearing down and destroying whatever comes in its way
With no remorse for how their actions affect their surroundings
But I say there is a more terrifying
thing out there,
More scary than fear itself
It weakens the hearts of those who are proud of their physical outlook
More scary than fear itself
It weakens the hearts of those who are proud of their physical outlook
Their countless hours of building those spectacular biological external muscles that are perfect to the human eye
Their power based egotistical exterior becomes worthless when dealing with this level of fear
Their power based egotistical exterior becomes worthless when dealing with this level of fear
That cripples even the most intellectual
minds and turns them into mindless zombies
Philosophers over the years have strained every minuscule molecular cell in their over developed brains to uncover the mystery behind this fear
Philosophers over the years have strained every minuscule molecular cell in their over developed brains to uncover the mystery behind this fear
I bet you are all eager for me to
verbally articulate the name given to this inanimate object,
As the sound of its title trickles out from my lips,
And it hits your inner ears causing vibrations off your ear drums
The moment your mind registers these 6 syllables
As the sound of its title trickles out from my lips,
And it hits your inner ears causing vibrations off your ear drums
The moment your mind registers these 6 syllables
An electric shock sensation pierces
through the natural conductor that is your physical body
Plunged into despair and confusion
Your whole surrounding spirals into
darkness
What is out there?
You don’t know
There’s no-one around you to call for
help
Alone, Frightened,
All that is left is….
The FEAR of the UNKNOWN
Friday, 28 September 2012
Unspoken words
Hello! Hello!
My words fall on deaf ears
Do my words qualify not enough to gain your acknowledgement?
Or is it I who does not understand the words of my body?
I feel trapped in this flesh cocoon
The freedom of my first breath is a distant pleasure
That was stripped away from me by the devil’s terror
Immense pain struck through me
I knew something was afoot
The fear of the unknown worsening the feeling
My soul sinking into a dark cold world
As though my brain was waving the dishonourable white flag
unashamed
I had given up all hope
Suddenly a surge of life flowed through me
As though resurrecting this lifeless carcass
The flame reignited within me
With my veins bursting with energy
My self-abandoned life force was being dragged from the
fiery clutches of the evil one into the warm embrace of our Heavenly Father
Left eye followed right eyes awakening and what I saw
saturated my eye sockets to the point of flooding
The sight of a giant woman and a man and a little girl in
the embrace of her older boy
All speaking with in a foreign dialect with power and great
vigour
My eyes fixated on the woman whose hands were larger as my
entire face
Her smile that could pause the earth in orbit in awe
And more soothing
than the golden-rouge sunset horizon ashore
I felt her life energy seeping gently into my soul
Mother…there was no doubt
For her loved shielded my entire being
I was floating, experiencing the anti-gravitational life of
the creatures of the air
I was at peace and the pain scurried away into the darkness
I had found my anchor, my reason to carry on living and
fight for another day
This is my FAMILY I said to myself
Even though confined in this weakened body my story is far
from over
Their desire, passion, love and faith in God brought me
back from a lonely world
One where many have never returned
With them and the power of God I know I can succeed and
LIVE
You look and what do you see?
Pain, sadness?
No, look deeper….
There’s fire in my eyes and there’s hope, peace and
happiness
For the Lord has blessed me with a wonderful family
AMEN!
Wednesday, 22 August 2012
It's My Birthday
Are people there yet?
Wait,
what!
What you
mean are people there yet?
Who are
you coming here to see?
Me or the
people who aint here yet?
That's
what annoys me about people these days
Especially
on birthdays
It's a
celebration of a special day for your friend
Who cares if anyone
else is here!
A real
friend will visit or wish happy birthday before the night end
It's about
making that special individual happy
Not about
clubbing or meeting the invited people you fancy
Nah that
is messed up
People you gotta fix
up
You know
who you all are
The true
friends always shine as the brightest star
In the end only one person
came
With no alternative aim
A model of true
friendship
Calming
the storms of life’s hardship
All I ask for is one
day in the year
Don’t blow your chance
to show that you care
Make that special
someone feel like they won the lottery
Having a
friend who loves them unconditionally
Tuesday, 21 August 2012
Temptations
I may look calm, collective and in
control externally
But within all hell is breaking
loose internally
Wherever I turn a collage of eye
balls look my way
Analysing my every step and waiting
to judge away
Growing up is like a constant
roller coaster
The highs of friendships to the
lows of starting over
Innocence of childhood is bliss
For once their eyes are opened
their world suddenly becomes a myth
As Adam and Eve had an
enlightenment when they ate the fruit of good and evil
We too share a similar fate that is
real
Exposure to sin clouds our minds
and thoughts
Causing compromisation
From even the ones who ought to be
Christ's affirmation
Of the word of the Lord that is out
of our scope of interpretation
Therefore only divine intervention
from the Holy Spirit propels us into a glimpse of His realm of understanding
We as children of God should watch our
backs
For the devil like a hungry lioness
stalking her prey never slacks
He comes to steal, kill and destroy
For he does not concern himself with
the lost but stealthy launches assaults on the Lord’s convoy
But do not fear
For the Lord preserves and shelters
us from the wicked snare
Watch over your brothers and
sisters lost in the ether
For you are their keeper
That wolf in sheep’s clothing
That devil in angelic dressing
Never revealing its true nature
Is temptations’ true character
Not all that shines is gold
And not all that sparkles fills that
empty void in your soul
Be weary
For once temptation has lured you
into its clutches
It deserts leaving behind a broken,
empty world full of regrets and wishes
Children do not forget your
siblings
Guide them out of the dark into the
lights dwellings
And with the Lord as our strength
Freedom will be our reward in the
end
AMEN
Thursday, 5 July 2012
CHAINS OF ADDICTION
Life is a roller
coaster
People always on the
move with the coffee mugs overflowing in Costa
In my travels I have
come across many experiences
But there is one that
seems to always shock my senses
This is the tale of
the young man facing the world of addiction
And whether or not he
managed to escape this seemingly perilous situation
Young man: Good
morning world, what shall I occupy my time with today
Mind: How
about we educate ourselves today
Young man: Certainly
sounds like a good idea
Body: Screw
that man, let’s gamble!
Young man: Ooo
Barcelona are playing tonight, it will be good odds. I could make a few bucks
Body: Yeah
man, let’s make that MONEY!
Mind: What! No, do not waste your
time with such trivial and easy money method ways. The satisfaction gain from
them is purely temporal, education lasts a lifetime
Young man: That is true; they do say knowledge is
power
Mind: Yes, so let us ignore these
irrelevant thoughts of get rich quick tactics
Body: Forget you, what about all
the people out there that are millionaires from gabling. Don’t chat nonsense,
it works if you have the guts to do it…..I never thought you were a little
girl, what the boys going to think?
Young man: Ahh jheeze the boys are going to tease me
if I tell them I’m backing out of a bet. Yo you know one bet aint going to hurt
now right?
Body: That’s the spirit, we got
this!
Mind: No, do not give in. This is
exactly how it starts, you do a little and it leads to a lot, and before you
know it you’re addicted!
Young man: Addicted! Nah don’t worry I can handle
myself, I am not one of those desperate gambling dependent people
Mind: Yes, now you are not, but
how do you think those people got there in the first?
They started off
just like you are now, thinking that they can handle the odd bet here and there
and then when they make a tiny profit
they believe they are God’s gift at gambling and carry on gambling blindly
Young man: What do you take me for, an idiot?
Of course I will
be able to control myself; once I make a profit I am done and will walk away.
Body: Yeah, you tell that fool of
a mind of yours to stay out of this. LEGO!
Mind: Ok, well I tried.
The first stage of addiction I found is the easiest to be
caught up in
The person goes through a phase of self-reassurance to
counter the feeling of vulnerability that begins creeping
In order to prove to ones’ self and brethren that they are
man enough to handle the craze
But what they fail to realise that proof of male dominance
is overrated in addiction’s case
Once one tastes the sweet nectar of victory
They are entangled in the chains of addictions clutches of
authority
To be reborn into a world of financial and emotional
misery
Where escape is an impossibility
Now unto the
next phase
Young man: YES! I won, FULL HOUSE BABY!!
Body: See, told you bro. You got
this! Round 2 bro!
Mind: What happened to playing
only until a profit is made and stopping after that?
Young man: Ahh stop being a party pooper, feels
like my lucky day today. What could go wrong? Bring it!
Mind: I pray you don’t regret that
statement.
FEW MOMENTS
LATER…
Young man: Come on, just need a 21 and I have
broken even
Nooooooooo! That’s
all my savings down the drain. What am I going to do!!
Body: Credit card? You could get
lucky and win it all back with interest.
Mind: No man, stop while you are
ahead (well actually, behind). It is not worth it.
Young man: Look man, I am screwed I need to make
the money back somehow. I am down for anything right now, all I need is one
lucky break and I am rich!
Mind: Remember that time when you
said you would never become one of those dependent desperate people? Look at
you now, seems like fate had a different set of plans for you. Pathetic!
Body: Ignore him, just do it you
have nothing to lose and everything to gain.
Wow, what a crazy turn of events in that young man’s life
You would imagine and hope that this illustration is a
special twist of fate of a man’s strife
But how delusional you would be
This is the recognised outcome an addict is expected to
see
Now you may be asking, “So why even take part?”
Well that is the question for the ages, that it doesn’t
matter how smart
Or how much monetary value one has within their possession
Once the claws of addiction infiltrates, it grips your
very being
Let us see
how the story concludes
Body: Dude, I had no idea this
would happen.
I am really
sorry.
Mind: Sorry does not take it all
back.
His life has been destroyed, that
is what addiction brings to one’s life….takes you from HERO to ZERO.
Young man: Why did this happen to me? I was only
supposed to spend a few quid and then walk away.
But I could not
physically command my body to cease from the action it was taking and walk away
Now I have lost
it all
I am empty and
drained
Financially,
emotionally and in life
Old man: Hello young man, I can tell from your
current location at the foot the payment and the rugged state of your clothes
that you are yet another victim of addiction.
Here is some
advice, take at your own discretion, you are still young, take this chance to
start afresh and move forward in life.
Just make sure
you LEARN from your MISTAKES.
And pass your
story unto those contemplating on taking upon the addiction challenge.
Life is packed with many trials and tests
Do not allow this take away your rest
The addiction challenge is not to be taken lightly
It is a real threat that can affect us all greatly
Rise above the testosterone desire to prove ones
invincibility
The results of such conquests always end in calamity
Leave your fate in God’s hands
And don’t sell your life to addiction’s demands
Take heed
And succeed
Sunday, 10 June 2012
1
DG
The acronym that
expands out to spell
Da Generation
Created 2 years ago by a group of determined, Christ
loving, maniacs that we all love and know
When you think of DG, what kind of image springs to mind?
A number of the members of DG were asked that same
question; this is what they said…
Crazy Nigerian nonsense talking and weirdly spiritual
people
Happy people
Committers, Goal achievers, God sent
Weird people with common sense
Crazy, weird in a good way, insanely creative who actually
LOVE God
Playful, funny, BUSH, time-wasters, SUPER TALENTED,
Warriors for Christ
Loving, caring, God fearing and most of all fun to be
around with and I wouldn't change them for the world because it’s all that
madness that makes them unique in their own way
Peculiar, Passionate, Special, Spontaneous, Unpredictable,
Go-getters, Energetic, Liveliness, Tough love, Real,
Zealous,
United
A family
Yes a family,
And it is that sense of family that constantly brings me
back
Whenever I begin to
stray from the pack
It is that same sense of family that ties us all together
in love
Now from my experience with DG
When I came to this church I felt like a lost sheep
Didn’t know how I would fit in and had my own personal
battles
So it took me a while to open up and show my true colours
But that’s the beautiful thing about DG
They waited for me patiently, always there when I needed
them
Until the time I opened up to them and at last felt at home
To me the name DG is incomplete
I believe it should be called DGG
Meaning ‘Da Greatest Generation’
Let me tell you what DG means to me
They are my Friends, My Support, My Comforters, My Allies,
and My Comrades
People who I wouldn’t think twice to jump in front of a
moving car or a bullet for
People who even if the whole world was against even a
single one of them I would stand FOR them
Some of the most important people in my life
I watched a Hillsong sermon with Brian Houston last Sunday
and he said this,
We have to find and appreciate the God People in our lives
For they will carry you through your Journey called the
Path of Righteousness
I see these crazy diverse people as My God People
We are One
United
Family
As a brother to me says
Imole
Thursday, 7 June 2012
IT HURTS
Pain, pain
All of it is pain
I'm not good enough,
I can't do it
So what's the point in me even trying ??
Ever had it when you put in so much effort
And yet
You come out with complete nothingness as a reward
After you have spilt your blood, sweat and every other spectacle of energy into something
Just to have it brushed aside
Like your effort is credited as much as the next guy who didn't even do not do a thing
Do you know how that feels?
Let me tell you how it feels
It hurts.... A lot
And I dont have it in me to carry on much longer
My efforts are worthless
My voice falls on deaf ears
Oh this hurts sooo bad
My mind is troubled to the extent that I Cannot sleep
I cant eat because Swallowing hurts
My emotional pain is becoming more and more physical day by day tormenting my every thought with negativity and self hateMy eyes flood uncontrollably as I am being bullied by my very own mind Before I asked myself why
But now I know I have to accept my new reality This is me
My fate
My dreams were a mere over eager reflections of a naïve young man
I'm wasting my time here .... It's time to move on
Off I go
Where to?
No idea
Maybe I'll find a place where I can live in peace with the failure that is me
Oh Lord it hurts !!
It hurts
by Toyin Said and echoshimix
Sunday, 3 June 2012
SUMMER TERM
This is the term that most students dread to go through
But cannot wait to go through it
For they know that without a shadow of a doubt the rewards to these trials
are beautiful blues skies and glorious sunshine
are beautiful blues skies and glorious sunshine
As if the planet itself is congratulating you and your endeavours during
this time
As the saying goes
“The Sun always comes after the rain”
So even if you are in pain
And it feels like the world is just swallowing up your existence little
by little
Remember this,
Pain is temporary but
Gain is forever
Whenever I feel down
I look to Christ to give me the strength
But I know not everyone shares my beliefs
So here are the words of one of the greatest and most respected actors to
ever step foot on this Planet
“Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine
and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your
knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard
you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward.
How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is
done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're
worth.
But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying
you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody.
Cowards do that and that ain't you.
You're better than that!”
So we should not let the harsh feedback, marking of the examiners and seminar tutors bring down our spirits
For all their pressures are their way of showing they care
To prepare us all for the battles of the outside world
We should always remember that
“We are powerful beyond measure…and that we are all meant to shine…”
Our light ties us to the light at the end of the tunnel
We were made for Success
It is designed within our DNA
Never lose sight of your goal
Only you can do it
And finish the race with a great big smile and self-satisfaction
With your trusted friends that have supported you throughout it all
Because you know you gave every last bit of strength and gave your best
That’s PERFECT
Now enjoy your SUMMER
Sunday, 13 May 2012
GREATNESS OR LAZINESS....You Decide
Over the many centuries Human Beings have evolved
to become the most intelligent and dominant force on this planet
But it is a known fact that the average Neanderthal
only uses a small fraction of their brain’s processing power
Leading to the question…
WHY is this so?
However over the existence of the Human race
The exceptional gems have blossomed
Polished and redefined through life experiences
They explode into our world and as the old cliché
quotes…
“A star is born”
These beings just like you and I
Analyse, calculate and see the world through the
eyes of a child
Where impossibility is a joke and the stars truly
are the limit
Through them countless theories and ground breaking
discoveries have been unravelled
Ones such as the sphere of the Earth, Gravity,
Science, Newton’s law, the Solar System, Geometry and many more
Their expeditions have and will live long in our
history
For without them our lives would be somewhat
different
Dare I say…primitive?
Resurfacing the question once again
How are they able to accomplish these feats?
It is said that these legends had an intellect that
was worlds’ apart from that of an average human
Could it be that they somehow accomplished the
utilisation of both parts of the human brain?
If so, then what does that entail for the likes of
We mere mortals
Will we ever be able to achieve such things?
From the words of the iconic 1st Black
President of USA …
YES WE CAN!
Our main obstacle to success is ourselves
We have succumbed and mastered the character that is
the Art of Laziness
The comfortable feeling of doing just enough to get
by,
Never pushing ourselves that extra mile to unveil
our true potential
It's not that we're incapable of great things; many
of us are so powerful beyond our thoughts.
However Laziness keeps us from discovering how
great we are!
Laziness is that habit that keeps our dreams as
dreams!
Laziness is decay of power, laziness is the
diminishing of worth, and laziness is the road to poverty.
Whatever excuse it is for your laziness let it cease now
For whether it is fear of failure, of becoming a
laughing stock or that minuscule feeling of rejection and inadequacy
The rewards will far exceed those fears
Do you think the great legends of the past were not
persecuted?
No, they all had their own trials but they dug deep
and held tight to that childish attitude of
“I WILL NEVER GIVE UP”
Tell me something,
Is it better to live a life of just enough, always
wishing to do more, and saying “If only…?”
Or taking the leap of faith and saying;
“I can be more and I will be more!”
I always tell myself;
It’s better to have died living than to have lived
in regret
When you are lazy, people will hate your company! Let us rid ourselves of laziness.
We could all make history
Do More & Be More!
(Inspired
by the Unknown Mentor of Grace Olajide)
MOTHER
Mother,
A six letter word that represents something
of great importance
Even though we give her hell most of the timeShe always finds a way to make us feel like heaven on earth
M is for the ‘More than
enough’
This is how she has taken
care of me throughout all these years
Despite our knocking of
heads at timesI know for a fact that she
will always be my pillar of support
Giving me all the
financial support I need
O is for her Observant nature
Always looking out for me like a
mother bear keeping its offspring’s safe
And noticing the little things that
are troubling my mind even when I kept such things from you
T is for the Tears she
shed for me
For the pain and anguish
she endured for me
Even when her actions and reasoning
exceed my limited understanding
I see now that her
intentions were for me to prosper
Her kindness and sacrifice
were all part of her supportive nature
That reflected the
benevolent love in her heart towards me
H is for her Heart Her big heart that just
accepts me for who I am
And is always quick to
forgive me for my transgressions
E is for her Everlasting
faith in God
Which she has passed down unto me
And which I am eternally grateful for
Because now I have found my Heavenly
Father, my best friend, my brother all in one
R is for her admittedly annoying habit
of being Right all the time
Despite the circumstances of life leading us to separate lives
Just reminding you that you will always have us...Your children
You mean the WORLD to us
LOVE YOU,
MOTHER
(co-write Meschach
Yeboah)
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